Thursday, February 27, 2003
you know what kind of people who really get on my nerves? the ones that give you a guilt trip. i mean, ultimately, your yourself know best what you've done wrong; you don't need someone else telling you. that's exactly what irritates me. it's like stating a fact that everyone knows already, and it gets redundant. the worst-case scenario? when that person has made/makes the exact same mistake as you do, but they never make a big deal out of theirs. it's okay to recognize the mistake, but to provoke it is something quite different.
as far as the day went, it was long. i remember my government teacher telling our class that "our senior year was going to feel long in terms of days, but extremely short when you look back on the past". i couldn't agree more. so even though i believe it to be a long 24 hours, it's actually not. i should appreciate every minute i've got.
it rained today, too. i really do enjoy every part of nature, at least the ones i've gotten to know. that incluses the thunder, the tornadoes, the trees... you get the idea. i've always had a special attachment to rain, though. i don't know why, but i just have. when i was little, i'd jump at the sight of raindrops and sprint outside and run around, only to come back inside the house soaking and dripping in water. my mom would always tell me not to do that because i'll catch a cold or something like that... but i didn't listen to her. and every single time, i'd stand outside under the pouring rain and start dancing, singing, and smiling. --i still do that sometimes. it's a carefree feeling you get. you don't think of anything else: just the rain falling down on you.
i'll post again later today. i have a lot of things on my mind.
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